J.U.D.G.E

Assalamualaikum. Yayayaa Hye guys. 

Actually here is Final Exam Week *emoji mati* hahahaa.

And biasanya takda orang lah update blog time time genting macam ni lol. But i decided to do so. 

Just to express myself. 

Parah beb parah haha.

Let us start with my super duper dissapointed story. *emoji nangis sampai banjir*

Its all about my academic achievement (kalau korg rasa korang tak skema dah boleh terus close tab blog ni haha)

Started from study week when i was so busy settling the Solat Hajat things until i dont have sufficient time to consult lecturers on my study. Haihh.

Bukan apa, dah jadi lumrah aku meet lecturers during study week to clarify about topics which is still make me confuse! haha.

Then, proceed with carry marks where it is not like what expected. Maka bersambunglah kisah duka Am. hahaa.

The horrible one, when im sitting on previous law papers (sebab exam still continue and ada lagi paper tak jawab) it was like apa aku jawab duhh ??

Okeyh, i admit ppl will say : " eleh Am, kau flop flop pon markah highest. " takpun "Yela kau target A, kitorg ni target lulus je"

Panas je haihh haha.

Serious korang tak paham beb. You are not in my shoes. Takpe lah nak buat cemana kan ?

Thats why la tajuk entri ni, we are the best judge of ourselves.

Orang tak boleh paham kita beb. 

Kita je tahu bila kita on the top, bila kita flop. 

And while take wudhu', a phrase came to my mind :

"EXPECT LESS GAIN MORE "

So, malas laa nak expect apa apa dah pasni. Baru tak kecewa ahaha.

And for this time, the principle of "Jangan bukak buku or check jawapan lepas paper" is totally apply by myself. Hahaa. Konon nak mengangkat konsep Redha. In sha allah. 

Percaya lah, kalau ada rezeki tak kemana, kan ? Mana tahu masa lecturers nak key-in markah, nak tulis 10 tertulis 100 ke en ? Who knows ? Hahaa.

Just wishing for the best. Maybe ada hikmah disebalik semua ini. Aminn. 

Dah puas dah aku meluah rasa. Kbye peeps. Doakan iol berjaya k. Bye.

May the victory always with us :)

P.R.O.C.E.S.S

Assalam, hyep and happy mother's day uol.

Tibbah je kan. Tak tahu lah harini nak juga publish post .

And, i have my own reason. ecececehh

Semalam i went for Pidato 1 Malaysia Peringkat Negeri Terengganu at SMK Tengku whatever somewhere in Kuala Berang. Yup, semalam saringan jak. Hahaaa. 

And, 8 out of 21 will be the finalist and need to perform today.

Aku balik awal sebab yup, aku seriously tak ambil serious sangat pon pertandingan ni sebab aku terganggu dgn sangat banyak masalah. So, to be honest (sorry kpd semua yang menyokong), im not prepare well for that. 

Im so sorry. And, after i present my pidato, we were ordered to have a lunch. 

Otw there, ada sekumpulan peserta from daerah mana i forgot, they commend and flatter me ;

"Wow, bagus lah awak pidato tadi, dari mana eh ?" "Unisza, Kuala Terengganu", me replied.

And, two of guru pengiring from different districts also said; "Awak no 1 setakat ni insyallah. Bersaing dgn peserta pertama tu (Peserta pertama adalah Dinie Asyraff okayh)" Ok, thanks puan :)

Dan sebenarnya lepas perform aku dah terdetik nak stop from Pidato. Totally.

Just Focus on debate and participation on other association as i hold the post in that association. 

But, like seriously, like what Dinie said (tak habis habis puji dia, Idola Pidato maybe), kau pelapis aku. You have that. Kau muda lagi. Siapa lagi nak naik ? Goodluck weh.

So, i take it as motivation. To be realized, Yup, to be extraordinary person, its a process.

 Bukan harini kau join something, esoknya you will be the legend immediately. Its impossible. This is  a long time-process. Dinie jadi legend pidato pantai timur bukan sekali je dia participate kan ?

Maka, Insyallah. Aku akan proceed lagi dalam bidang ni. Mana tahu, maybe aku tak boleh menang as a team in the debate group, tapi aku boleh bergerak sorang by pidato. Who knows ? 

Betul cakap Kak Pekna (Hope u read this u'll be proud of me hahaa)

Alhamdulillah, walaupun final (terima kasih Apezh sebab sudi teman, dan macam macam lagi kau buat) harini bukan hari aku, tapi aku percaya, masih ada hari lain untuk aku. Peluang masih banyak, luas terbentang. Tinggal kita mahu rebut atau sekadar lepaskan. It just a start !

#Appreciation kepada semua yang menyokong. Yang sentiasa ada hulurkan tangan. Kirimkan doa. Hantarkan semangat. Terlalu ramai untuk di'mention' , cukup untuk tahu aku berada di sini untuk korang semua :) <3